I am both

 

"The Flame needs oxygen to live, and I am both..."
- Lilith

No more turning away

Decades ago, I entered the "spiritual path" hoping that it will help me get out of the fucked up life I have created for myself.

Little did I know that the same things I wanted to get out of will have proven to be my path to freedom... so I spent years investing into turning away from the coldness inside...
...until it just couldn't be ignored anymore.

It was a long process to be sure, but the gist of it is that I finally stopped running away and searching on the outside (in relationships, money, meditation stuff, spiritualism, occult, etc.) and dedicated my life energy to embracing my inner disharmony.

And Tantra or LHP contributed a lot in the process.


Here's for all of the turning away:


On the turning away
From the pale and downtrodden
And the words they say
Which we won't understand

Don't accept that what's happening
Is just a case of others' suffering
Or you'll find that you're joining in
The turning away"

It's a sin that somehow
Light is changing to shadow
And casting its shroud
Over all we have known

Unaware how the ranks have grown
Driven on by a heart of stone
We could find that we're all alone
In the dream of the proud

On the wings of the night
As the daytime is stirring
Where the speechless unite
In a silent accord

Using words you will find are strange
And mesmerized as they light the flame
Feel the new wind of change
On the wings of the night

No more turning away
From the weak and the weary
No more turning away
From the coldness inside

Just a world that we all must share
It's not enough just to stand and stare
Is it only a dream that there'll be
No more turning away?


Pink Floyd
Album: A Momentary Lapse of Reason
Released: 1987

One Night Love Affair

Devotional ritual of evocation and invocation of Queen Lilith.
Deeply it goes, penetrating the most distant reaches of my consciousness.
Touching, beyond Light and Dark, on the other side which is right here and now.

And then:

"...When the mornin' breaks
We go our separate ways
If the night was made for love it ain't for keeps.

But I lose control
As I watch you go
All my senses say I'm in this much too deep
Now you're outta reach..."

And my Lilith replies:
"My dear, think of the Sun, it always shines whether
you see it or not. Think of the Sun, think of me, I am
always with you."

Magic and everyday life

What is the difference between what comes up from your subconsciousness and psychic or black magic attack?

Well, in my experiences psychic attack takes advantage of and exploits, the inner negativity (fear, anger, imbalance, loneliness, hate, helplessness, etc.).

Psychic attack (with or without the 'demons') just multiplies the inner timidness and other insecurities.

So, how do you know if the attack is back?
Or is it your inner stuff manifesting again?

The safe bet would be to use magic protection, maybe employ some skillful means to remove curses, etc., and to start dealing with the inner negativities.

You see, from where I stand, being happy here on earth, feeling good about oneself, having a good job, close friends, and a healthy body - all of this can be attained AFTER inner shadows have been cleared away.

Many simply don't get this, it seems: the success and happiness inside, which must eventually manifest on the outside here on earth, is the highest magical attainment. All else might be just an avoidance trip.

So, the question is:
- are you happy in your life?
- are you happy with your current job?
- satisfied with your sex life?
- have enough money to buy whatever you truly want?

If not, well, maybe its time to do something about it. In short, and on a somewhat funny note, own your shit and stop blaming demons for your sleepless nights.

:)

The frequent situation is that most people that play with magic lead unsatisfied everyday lives. And they are not doing much to improve (apart maybe from some abstract spirit or plants magic).

I can empathize with that, of course, for I've been there and it was not pretty!
No doubt, what we do in life and how we employ magic is up to us...

...even if that means not completely happy everyday life.

At the same time, having a life is the real magical feat!

What do you think?

Mahakala

Mahakala mandala

The road less traveled

The Luciferian Witch

This religion is not your calling
Your insurrection is not a falling.
Seek culmination beyond the herd,
Your cultivation is self-conferred.
Azazel wants not your service,
Let not his presence make you nervous.
Satan is not our dark lord,
Nor a devil to be abhorred.
Not a source of quick reward,
But an arcane force to be explored.
Do not pray to Lucifer,
For that is not what He’d prefer.
Look inside to see the truth,
The black flame burns away uncouth.
Do not follow the path that is gravelled,
But follow the one that is less travelled.
Find the demons deep therein,
Hail thyself!
Your power is within.

- Poem by John M Penkal, author of Truly Satanic vol 1. book

Basics: Jinxes, Hexes, Curses

Hexes, Jinxes and Curses are basically spells that deal with negative energy, and they are amongst the most desired skills of the Black Mage. If you are being attacked by magick that intends to bring you harm, then you are more than likely dealing with one of the above.

Jinxes are little incantations that are meant to bring a person bad luck, they are not as harmful as the others and usually only take effect once. As soon as they are cast the jinx does its thing and then it is over. How jinxes work is you instill the idea into the subconscious of a person’s brain and make the event a self fulfilling prophecy. People actually do jink all the time without realizing it.

Tapping on wood ironically can dispel jinxes, primarily because that is your intent when you tap on wood so the energy of the wood dispels the jinx. Wood is a natural and neutral entity so by tapping on it, the negative energy of the jinx is made neutral.

Hexes, are a little bit of a stronger negative spell than a jinx. They work by creating an energy signature that attaches to the victims aura. This attracts to that person whatever the intent of the hex was. It is always a good idea to just state the end result with hexes and let the magick decide how the result will be granted. Hexes are very short lived and only last until the intent has been fulfilled after which the energy signature dispels and goes away forever.

Curses are the strongest of the three. They, like hexes, create an energy signature that attaches itself to the aura of the victim. The difference with curses is that they can either be short lived or last quite a while. Most last a long time. Some curses are designed to affect the blood of a person, so anyone who follows in their blood line succumbs to the curse as well, these are called family curses. Other curses are just designed to bring people bad luck for a specific amount of time.

It is very important to train your third eye to pick up on this powerful magick, especially if you are intending to pursue any kind of magickal path, more so black magick. Down this path you will meet people and creatures who will try to hex, curse and jinx you. It is very important that you know how to defend yourself in the spirit world as also in the mundane one.

LVX

by Patrick Gaffiero 

The Curse and Glory of a Magus

"And this is the Opening of the Grade of Ipsissimus,
and by the Buddhists it is called the trance Nerodha-Samapatti."
- Liber B vel Magi, 18

Demonic enns

Enns are (invented by humans, according to some sources) words of power, calls of invitation, admiration, or protection to certain

demons that are chanted, vibrated, or spoken for magical operations with demons.

Each enn is a phrase that attracts their attention used by the Demonolatry traditions.

Enns are very similar in intent and effect as Eastern mantras in producing a specific magical effect or of drawing a particular spirit to you.

Here you can learn enns of the most well known demons; at the end of the list you can watch short video explaining how to use enns.

Here we go:


Abbadon – Es na ayer Abbadon avage

Abigor – Aylan Abigor tasa uan on ca

Agaliarept – On ca Agaliarept agna

Agares – Rean ganen ayar da Agares

Agares – Rean ganen ayar da Agares

Aim – Ayer avage secore Aim

Alloces – Typan efna Alloces met tasa

Amducious – Denyen valocur avage secore Amducious

Amdusias (also Amdukias) – Denyen valocur avage secore Amdusias

Ammon – Avage Secore Ammon ninan

Amon – Avage Secore Amon ninan

Amy (also Avnas) – Tu Fubin Amy secore

Andras – Entey ama Andras anay

Andrealphus – Mena Andrealphus tasa ramec ayer

Andromalius – Tasa fubin Andromalius on ca

Asafoetida – Asana nanay on ca Asafoetida

Ashtaroth – Tasa Alora foren Ashtaroth

Asmoday – Ayer avage Aloren Asmoday aken

Asmodeus – Ayer avage Aloren Asmodeus aken

Astarot – Serena Alora Astartot Aken

Astaroth – Tasa Alora Foren Astaroth

Astarte – Serena Alora Astarte Aken

Azazel – Eya on ca Azazel aken

Babeal – Alan Secore on ca Babeal

Bael – Ayer Secore On Ca Ba’al

Balam – Lirach tasa vefa wehl Balam

Balberith – Avage Secoré on ca Baalberith

Barbatos – Eveta fubin Barbatos

Bathin – Dyen Pretore on ca Bathin

Beelzebuth (also Beelzebub) – Adey vocar avage Beelzebuth

Beleth – Lirach tasa vefa wehl Beleth

Belial – Lirach Tasa Vefa Wehl Belial

Belphegore – Lyan Ramec Catya Ganen Belphegore

Berith – Hoath redar ganabal Berith

Bifrons – Avage secore Bifrons remie tasa

Botis – Jedan hoesta noc ra Botis

Buer – Erato on ca Buer anon

Bune (also Bime) – Wehl melan avage Bune Tasa

Camio (also Caim) – Tasa on ca Caim renich

Cimejes (also Cimeies or Kimaris) – Ayer avage secore Cimejes

Crocell – Jedan tasa Crocell on ca

Dantalion – Avage ayer Dantalion on ca

Decarabia – Hoesta noc ra Decarabia secore

Delepitoré – Deyen pretore ramec Delepitore on ca

Eligos – Jedan on ca Eligos inan

Eurynomous – Ayar Secore on ca Eurynomous

Flereous (also Haures – see below) – Ganic Tasa Fubin Flereous

Focalor – En Jedan on ca Focalor

Foras – Kaymen vefa Foras

Forneus – Senan okat ena Forneus ayer

Furcas – Secore on ca Furcas remie

Furfur – Ganen menach tasa Furfur

Gaap – Deyan Anay Tasa Gaap

Glasya-Labolas – Elan tepar secore on ca Glasya-Lobolas

Gremory (also Gemory or Gamori) – An tasa shi Gremory on ca

Gusion – Secore vesa anet Gusion

Haagenti – Haaventi on ca Lirach

Halphas – Erato Halphas on ca secore

Haures (also Flauros, Flereous, Haurus, or Havres) – Ganic tasa fubin Flauros

Ipos – Desa an Ipos Ayer

Leraje (also Leraikha) – Caymen vefa Leraje

Leviathan – Jaden Tasa Hoet Naca Leviathan

Lillith – Renich viasa avage lillith lirach

Lucifage – Eyen tasa valocur Lucifuge Rofocale

Lucifer – Renich Tasa Uberaca Biasa Icar Lucifer

Luithian – Advisor : Deyan anay tasa Luithian

Malphas – Lirach tasa Malphas ayer

Mammon – Tasa Mammon on ca lirach

Marax (also Narax) – Kaymen Vefa Marax

Marbas – Renach tasa uberace biasa icar Marbas

Marchosias – Es na ayer Marchosias Secore

Mesphito – Mesphito ramec viasa on ca

Murmur (also Murmus) – Vefa mena Murmur ayer

Naberius – Eyan tasa volocur Naberius

Oriax (also Orias) – Lirach mena Orias Anay na

Orobas – Jedan tasa hoet naca Orobas

Ose (also Voso or Oso) – Ayer serpente Ose

Paimon – Linan tasa jedan Paimon

Phenex (also Pheynix) – Ef enay Phenex ayer

Purson – Ana jecore on ca Purson

Rashoon – Taran Rashoon nanay

Raum – Furca na alle laris Raum

Ronove – Kaymen vefa ronove

Ronwe – Kaymen Vefa Ronwe

Rosier – Serena Alora Rosier Aken

Sabnock – Tasa Sabnock on ca Lirach

Sallos (also Saleos) – Serena Alora Sallos Aken

Samigina (also Gamigin) – Esta ta et tasa Gamigin

Satan – Tasa reme laris Satan – Ave Satanis

Satanchia – Furca na alle laris Satanchia

Seere (also Sear or Seir) – Jeden et Renich Seere tu tasa

Shax – Ayer Avage Shax aken

Sitri – Lirach Alora vefa Sitri

Sonnelion – Ayer Serpente Sonnillion

Stolas (also Stolos) – Stolos Ramec viasa on ca

Svengali – Desa on Svengali ayer

Taroon – Taroon an ca nanay

Tezrian – Ezyr ramec ganen Tezrian

Unsere – Unsere tasa lirach on ca ayar

Uvall (also Vual or Voval) – As ana nany on ca Uvall

Valefor – Keyman vefa tasa Valefor

Vapula (also Naphula) – Renich secore Vapula typan

Vassago – Keyan vefa jedan tasa Vassago

Vepar – On ca Vepar Ag Na

Verrier – Elit Rayesta Verrier

Verrine – Elan Typan Verrine

Vine – Eyesta nas Vine ca laris

Volac (also Valak, Valac, or Valu) – Avage Secore on ca Volac

Zagan – Anay on ca secore Zagan tasa

Zepar – Lyan Ramec catya Zepar

Lilith, the Queen of the night

There's a lot of misconceptions floating around about Lilith. The article below clears away most of them.
In my book, Lilith is the one Goddess and is not demonic at all.

Here we go:

"I have wanted to do a post on this AMAZING lady for a long time. She is a treasure and a gem to work with. Her radiance and stunning beauty encompasses her so perfectly and completely.

Lilith is a Dark Goddess, she is one of incredible power, charisma and persuasion. She is a mistress of the divine feminine and a true seductress. Lilith encompasses the night and is the mistress of Darkness. She is a Dark Goddess through and through being able to bend and shift in the darkness and stillness of the night.
I will admit at first I had a hard time connecting with her but that was because of my own blocks. Once I got past them her energy was incredibly powerful to work with.

Lilith has many sides to her, She encompasses the spectrum of divine feminine energies, but there are a few common misconceptions about Lilith I would like to clear up….

The first misconception is that some say she is the wife of Satan.. this could not be further from the truth. She is the consort and lover of Samael who holds the title of Adversary. Many people think that Samael and Satan are the same being, but they are not. Samael is an Angel who is not part of the Holy Angel Group. He works with the Darker beings of the Outer Spiritual world, most specifically the creatures of the night. That is where his energy resides and he is the consort and lover of Lady Lilith and her King. He is not Satan.

Lord Satan is a completely different being who is a Noble Demon and the Father of Demons and the Demonic Divine. Satan and Lilith have actually never been together and do not have a connection in the outer spiritual world.

Lady Lilith is the consort and lover of Samael.

Samael and Lilith have MANY children together, in fact Lilith is the first of her kind and the mother of many offspring that are like her.

The second misconception is that Lilith is a harlot. This comes from a human bias on women and their sexuality. Lilith enjoys and loves sex and that made her in societies eyes promiscuous and whorish. She is actually an empowered women who is comfortable with her body and also with laying with men and women. This does not make her a whore. She is incredibly powerful and healing for feminine energies and as a Queen in her own right, helping both men and women to feel comfortable with their bodies and embrace themselves.

She is a Divine Goddess and one of abundance and empowered feminine archetypes.

Dukante sigil of Lilith

She is incredible and beautiful to behold, she is a goddess of women embracing their femininity. Unfortunately, to the church and other sect of society who hold women in a more negative regard, that makes her a harlot.

Lastly, she is not a baby killer. This one cannot be further from the truth, Lilith has a very mothering side and a very beautiful and passionate energy. She can be very nurturing and caring and she is a mother herself, of many children with Samael, She herself is a mother a divine mother and this I think was a story to shame her for being a sexually empowered woman. This came from history being written by the victors, Lilith left her place as a submissive woman and to pain her in a horrible light, they took away her mothering qualities to paint her as the heartless harlot they wanted everyone to see her.
But the fact remains, empowered women are mothers, who inspire and empower their children and Lilith is an empowered woman who is also an empowered wife and mother, there is no shame in any of these female energies.

Lilith in the Outer spiritual world was one who suffered great abuse and left what she knew. She ventured out into the world on her own relying only on her skill and ability. She met the Angel Samael, and they were smitten with each other. She grew and was infused with the power of the Dark Goddess, they completed each others energies and she embraced her empowered feminine qualities and stepped into the powerful Goddess and Queen that she is today.

Her power and radiance is incredible and she has learned about the feminine archetypes and is empowerment for women, she understands greatly the darkness of all sides of these energies, the great empowered darkness. Her feminine energies though are not vindictive or damaging in any way to the masculine energies, through Samael she finds balance with the masculine divine and she can be empowering and nurturing for Masculine energies as well.

She is balanced and beautiful, who seeks to empower women while still allowing them to be women.

She is vicious and a violent, one who will defend herself and her family and one who will let no one push her around, she rises to the challenge and will defend herself with the sheer might of the goddess she is.

She is a Queen of the Darkness and understands the powerful energies that sleep in the night and can bend them to her will.

She is a healer and a lover and one who can provide comfort and support to those in need.

She empowers, she can awaken our power and help us to claim who we are and our space and become the people we desire to be.

She is all this and More.

Lilith has the incredible power and ability to see through illusions and uncover the truth of false accusations. She is a very powerful sexual and bold goddess who can work powerful sex magicks and sex rituals.

She is very pro independence and helping people to rise up in their power and increase their self image.

She is the protector of women and children (especially babies) and helps to empower people in all areas.

She seeks justice and abhors slanderous gossip and bullying.

She is gifted on the areas of divination, healing, black magic, necromancy and working with and bending dark energies to her will. She knows how to work with the energies of blood and the life force contained and can assist anyone who is called to work with her in learning these skills.

She is Lilith, the Dark Mother and the Dark Queen of the Night. She is incredible to work with!

I like to work with Lilith during the night as I find her power and presence shine through, her energy also seems to change with the moon phases.

Offering good for her are blood, roses, pomegranates, hibiscus, nettle, almond, mugwort, hazel, moonwort, mistletoe, juniper, pumpkin, gourd, beetroot, white and red sandalwood, lime, hemlock, cocoa (yes chocolate hehehe), weeping willow, dragonwort, nightshade, amaranth, cinnamon, chrysanthemum, lotus, rosemary, saffron.

Incense she likes are are: Jasmine, lotus, red and white sandalwood, dragon’s blood, cinnamon, olibanum, camphor, myrrh, jasmine, frankincense, golden copal, amber, saffron.

Crystals she likes are: Moonstone, fire opal, chrysolite, aventurine, aquamarine, diamond, ruby, obsidian, onyx, jet, topaz, and garnet.

Lilith’s Enn is – "Renich viasa avage lillith lirach"

Source:
https://demonsanddemonolatry.com/lilith-queen-of-the-night/