"Look inside of you and grow the fuck up! Stop using me as your excuse to run away, to hurt each other, to kill one another. I never told any of you to do that. God the one father never told any of you to do that. You choose to do these things to each other. Then you use me as your convenient excuse to do these things.
You want power? Dig into yourself and find it.
You want joy? Get off your behinds and go create it! Stop expecting the Gods to do all your work for you.
Stop committing suicide. This is a cop out. It's a lie. It's a quick road to the entities, and trust in this. You don't want to face them after running away.
Yes life is hard. Of course it's hard. Your reality is hard! It was never meant to be easy. It's your creation your making. You say you don't like it? Then change it for the better and stop making all of us your excuse for hating each other.
We talk to you, and you never listen.
We inspire you and you drink and drug it all away.
You receive every key to every golden door that you require, and most of you refuse to walk through.
None of this is my fault. None of this is our fault.
Stop blaming us. Look at yourselves.
The message is clear and easy, and it comes from the top.
It's time for this all to change. And I guarantee that most will shudder at this revelation.
Yes, this is me, and the sad part is, none of you will believe it.
Let that sink in to your reality for awhile. That's all for now. "
"Leviathan is a god of knowledge, witchcraft, and magickal arcana who 'awakens the spirit to immortal possibility.'
He presides over life, draconian magick, wisdom, empathy, initiation, fertility, insight, healing, creativity, astral shapeshifting, strength, execration magick, conception and birth, the reflection of curses, apostasy, truth, divination, antinomianism, chaos, courage, emotion, destruction, self-esteem, dream work, atavism, marriage, and liberation from the mental barriers to your psychic perceptions and the manifest-ing of your magick.
Leviathan can be called upon in workings of self-transformation purposed towards the dissolution of the ego, the diminishment of self-imposted mental barriers, the empowerment of the Black Flame, the refinement of astral perception, dream work, and the stimulation of the Kundalini. He manifests results in spellwork with impressive speed and potency." (from V.K. Jehannum Blog)
Leviathan evocation
He appeared in the temple straight away. I summoned him simply by repeating his name with intention to talk to him. His presence was quite subtle.
She appeared in a lovely and actractive form of a younger lady. She explained that he can take any form as his own, even female. She personifies the water element and first H in the YHVH formula.
The ritual lasted more than 30 mins; Leviathan accepted my requests and suggested a few important things to help me on my path. He indeed works very fast!
At one point we agreed that invocation is in order and after a few minutes she kindly said: "I better leave or it will be too much and you can get sick".
Such power and kindness!
To make a long story short, Leviathan, to me, is no sinister and dark satanic demon but quite pleasant, bright, kind and wise being, able to grant most of my requests, for free. S/he is in perfect balance between light and dark and male and female.
A true spiritual master, s/he is tolerant and yet very determined.
In the Abramelin operation, I got his allegiance......and that was the extent of my relationship with Belial, more or less. Now, a few years later, things have changed.
A dream
Not so long ago I dreamt vividly about a magical ring. In that dream, I took it in my hands and examined it closely. It was made of gold, marked with a dark brown unknown sigil, and inscribed with the name Belial.
Holding it in my hands, I was on the verge of realizing something important and deep. At the same time I felt a strong presence of something not at all dark or evil, but powerfully familiar...and I woke up.
That was enough to sparkle up my interest.
Later that day I decided to perform a ritual and to summon Belial. I wanted to know what the heck was going on. I used no triangle, no circle, no standard Goetia procedure. Just clear awareness of my true (non)self and sharp intention.
He manifested rather quickly, right outside the window of my room, as per my intention (later on I invited him into the room). After the usual emotional-mental reaction on my part in similar rituals (his presence seemed to clear up my main illusions about him), things calmed down.
I could feel his power, and for a moment there I forgot about everything. The sheer power, not bad or evil, just a very strong presence. Belial is said to be of the element of earth, and that's exactly what I perceived.
In our exchange I was respectful, no Goetia-like threats were involved on my end and he was calm, composed, and clear. It was obvious that his wisdom way surpasses mine.
Interestingly enough, he did not send that ring and energy projection into my dream; he explained that sometimes humans can see into the future in dreams.
He answered my questions patiently and accepted my requests without a word. He didn't ask anything in return as he already took an oath in the Abramelin op.
I asked him what else he can do to help me on my path. His answer was: "I can remove your ignorance that brought you before me."
His answer seemed a bit cheeky at first but I soon realized that I am not just ignorant, I'm also arrogant.
So, I asked him to elaborate a bit and he explained that the fairytale humans are telling themselves about the 'fall' and war between darkness and light and demons and angels are just that: a fairytale.
Not all that new to me, but to hear this from one of the most 'dark' and supposedly demonic spirits, well, that's different.
He also suggested a few other things which were right on the money.
Already during the ritual, I felt great, full of energy, and high-spirited. We talked like old friends. He is a great teacher, a master of all things esoteric and magick.
He imparted great secrets and said that he can teach me much more. At that point my ignorance/arrogance again become obvious: "There is more!?", I asked, surprised.
LOL
Well, his help become reality in less than 6 hours. He is fast, no doubts there. That day and night I experienced what I can only describe as a miracle. An obstacle I was facing for a very long time finally fell off, thanks to Belial.
There is a lot more to share, but it's all along the personal line and not suitable for the public, let me just say that Belial is a very skillful, wise, and powerful angelic being, quite often completely misunderstood. He is no demon, no satanic force or demonic destructive spirit. He is not evil, not even bad...
...it is just human shortsightedness and stupidity that paints such helpful beings like Belial dark and evil.
That's my experience, of course.
Belial's enn
Enns are (invented by humans, some say) calls of invitation, admiration, or protection to certain Spirits that are chanted, vibrated, or spoken. They can be used during evocation rituals, meditation, to connect to a Spirit for protection, etc.
Enns are very similar in intent and effect to Eastern mantras in producing a specific magical effect.
I asked Belial about his enn and he said: "I notice a person repeating these words immediately and can come closer if desired".
Belial's enn:
Lirach Tasa Vefa Wehlc Belial
A warning:
Be careful when evoking Belial as he is very powerful indeed. He is not at all evil, of course, but your illusions and suppressed emotions, pre-conceptions, neurotic tendencies, etc. can screw you up with such a strong being in your room.
Evoke Belial only when you are very strong. That's my unsolicited advice.
Enns are spoken in what we can only call demonic language. His enn (written above) brings him near you, blesses you with his powerful presence, and protects you 100%.
