Sep 12, 2018

The Devil speak



You know what the Devil says?

"Look inside of you and grow the fuck up! Stop using me as your excuse to run away, to hurt each other, to kill one another. I never told any of you to do that. God the one father never told any of you to do that. You choose to do these things to each other. Then you use me as your convenient excuse to do these things.

You want power? Dig into yourself and find it.

You want joy? Get off your behinds and go create it! Stop expecting the Gods to do all your work for you.

Stop committing suicide. This is a cop out. It's a lie. It's a quick road to the entities, and trust in this. You don't want to face them after running away. Yes life is hard. Of course it's hard. Your reality is hard! It was never meant to be easy. It's your creation your making. You say you don't like it? Then change it for the better and stop making all of us your excuse for hating each other.

We talk to you, and you never listen.
We inspire you and you drink and drug it all away.
You receive every key to every golden door that you require, and most of you refuse to walk through.

None of this is my fault. None of this is our fault.

Stop blaming us. Look at yourselves.

The message is clear and easy, and it comes from the top.

It's time for this all to change. And I guarantee that most will shudder at this revelation.

Yes, this is me, and the sad part is, none of you will believe it.

Let that sink in to your reality for awhile. That's all for now. "

The Devil's Bible by William Allan Lavey & Andreas Bathory ©National Library Of Romania 2018

Sep 10, 2018

King Leviathan



one of Leviathan's sigils


"Leviathan is a god of knowledge, witchcraft, and magickal arcana who 'awakens the spirit to immortal possibility.'

He presides over life, draconian magick, wisdom, empathy, initiation, fertility, insight, healing, creativity, astral shapeshifting, strength, execration magick, conception and birth, the reflection of curses, apostasy,  truth, divination, antinomianism, chaos, courage, emotion, destruction, self-esteem, dream work, atavism, marriage, and liberation from the mental barriers to your psychic perceptions and the manifest-ing of your magick.

Leviathan can be called upon in workings of self-transformation purposed towards the dissolution of the ego, the diminishment of self-imposted mental barriers, the empowerment of the Black Flame, the refinement of astral perception, dream work, and the stimulation of the Kundalini. He manifests results in spellwork with impressive speed and potency."
(from V.K. Jehannum Blog)


Leviathan evocation

He appeared in the temple straight away. I summoned him simply by repeating his name with intention to talk to him. His presence was quite subtle.

She appeared in a lovely and actractive form of a younger lady. She explained that he can take any form as his own, even female. She personifies the water element and first H in the YHVH formula.

The ritual lasted more than 30 mins; Leviathan accepted my requests and suggested a few important things to help me on my path. He indeed works very fast!

At one point we agreed that invocation is in order and after a few minutes she kindly said: "I better leave or it will be too much and you can get sick".
Such power and kindness!

To make a long story short, Leviathan, to me, is no sinister and dark satanic demon but quite pleasant, bright, kind and wise being, able to grant most of my requests, for free. S/he is in perfect balance between light and dark and male and female.

A true spiritual master, s/he is tolerant and yet very determined.



Leviathan's enn

He told me these words are a way to contact him:

Jedan Tasa Hoet Naca Leviathan






Jedan Tasa Hoet Naca Leviathan

Sep 9, 2018

King Belial




Belial closer up

In the Abramelin operation, I got his allegiance......and that was the extent of my relationship with Belial, more or less. Now, a few years later, things have changed.


A dream

Not so long ago I dreamt vividly about a magical ring. In that dream, I took it in my hands and examined it closely. It was made of gold, marked with a dark brown unknown sigil, and inscribed with the name Belial.
Holding it in my hands, I was on the verge of realizing something important and deep. At the same time I felt a strong presence of something not at all dark or evil, but powerfully familiar...and I woke up.

That was enough to sparkle up my interest.

Later that day I decided to perform a ritual and to summon Belial. I wanted to know what the heck was going on. I used no triangle, no circle, no standard Goetia procedure. Just clear awareness of my true (non)self and sharp intention.

He manifested rather quickly, right outside the window of my room, as per my intention (later on I invited him into the room). After the usual emotional-mental reaction on my part in similar rituals (his presence seemed to clear up my main illusions about him), things calmed down.

I could feel his power, and for a moment there I forgot about everything. The sheer power, not bad or evil, just a very strong presence. Belial is said to be of the element of earth, and that's exactly what I perceived.

In our exchange I was respectful, no Goetia-like threats were involved on my end and he was calm, composed, and clear. It was obvious that his wisdom way surpasses mine.

Interestingly enough, he did not send that ring and energy projection into my dream; he explained that sometimes humans can see into the future in dreams.

He answered my questions patiently and accepted my requests without a word. He didn't ask anything in return as he already took an oath in the Abramelin op.

I asked him what else he can do to help me on my path. His answer was: "I can remove your ignorance that brought you before me."
His answer seemed a bit cheeky at first but I soon realized that I am not just ignorant, I'm also arrogant.

So, I asked him to elaborate a bit and he explained that the fairytale humans are telling themselves about the 'fall' and war between darkness and light and demons and angels are just that: a fairytale.

Not all that new to me, but to hear this from one of the most 'dark' and supposedly demonic spirits, well, that's different.

He also suggested a few other things which were right on the money.

Already during the ritual, I felt great, full of energy, and high-spirited. We talked like old friends. He is a great teacher, a master of all things esoteric and magick.
He imparted great secrets and said that he can teach me much more. At that point my ignorance/arrogance again become obvious: "There is more!?", I asked, surprised.
LOL

Well, his help become reality in less than 6 hours. He is fast, no doubts there. That day and night I experienced what I can only describe as a miracle. An obstacle I was facing for a very long time finally fell off, thanks to Belial.

There is a lot more to share, but it's all along the personal line and not suitable for the public, let me just say that Belial is a very skillful, wise, and powerful angelic being, quite often completely misunderstood. He is no demon, no satanic force or demonic destructive spirit. He is not evil, not even bad...

...it is just human shortsightedness and stupidity that paints such helpful beings like Belial dark and evil.

That's my experience, of course.


Belial's enn

Enns are (invented by humans, some say) calls of invitation, admiration, or protection to certain Spirits that are chanted, vibrated, or spoken. They can be used during evocation rituals, meditation, to connect to a Spirit for protection, etc.

Enns are very similar in intent and effect to Eastern mantras in producing a specific magical effect.

I asked Belial about his enn and he said: "I notice a person repeating these words immediately and can come closer if desired".

Belial's enn:

Lirach Tasa Vefa Wehlc Belial






A warning:
Be careful when evoking Belial as he is very powerful indeed. He is not at all evil, of course, but your illusions and suppressed emotions, pre-conceptions, neurotic tendencies, etc. can screw you up with such a strong being in your room.
Evoke Belial only when you are very strong. That's my unsolicited advice.

Good luck with your work!



Read this blog post as well, if you will:

Sep 2, 2018

King Paimon (II.)



Linan Tesa jedan Paimon




108 repetitions of King Paimon's enn.

Enns are spoken in what we can only call demonic language. His enn (written above) brings him near you, blesses you with his powerful presence, and protects you 100%.

Enjoy!


You might want to check this blog on King Paimon >>











Aug 31, 2018

King Paimon

Paimon Demonic Enn: 
Linan Tesa jedan Paimon

I have grown quite fond of Goetia magick over the years. Having been inspired and guided by my Kalika, I have performed several Goetia evocations that produced positive and surprising results.


Enter Paimon

Years back, after the successful Abramelin operation, I evoked the King Paimon in Goetia style for the first time. Having already gotten his allegiance in the Abramelin op., it was an easy and yet quite interesting ritual!

During our conversation, he offered to bind to me whomever I wanted, unconditionally. I declined. I did ask him to teach me Kabbalah and some other system of reality interpretation and he delivered big time!

His presence or influence after the ritual was very, very powerful, non-intrusive, and yet borderline obsessive. He has shown me his power no doubt.
I learned a lot, though, and my fairly developed claircognizance skyrocketed. I simply knew the most intimate secrets of others just by looking at them. It was not pretty.

Paimon is a really powerful angelic spirit, and I can not find anything dark, evil, or demonic about him or his abilities.

Quite the opposite. One of his abilities, as we can see in the texts below, is to confer dignity.

In my experience that translates not to blowing up ego trip, but to contributing to sincere, up close and personal dignity, self-respect, self-love, self-worth, and compassion towards one's intimate perception of self as a whole person. And only after dignity is experienced and enjoyed, only then can one offer real respect to others, in my opinion.

How many thousands or even millions of depressed people are out there, maybe mostly due to lack of said dignity! Well, Paimon has or IS the cure.

Be that as it may, with his 200 legions of spirits under his command (according to a number of men in one legion in ancient Rome, that's around one million spirits), Paimon really can and indeed does provide whatever one asks.


Sigil of Paimon




Various books share this info about this spirit:



Daemonolatry Goetia – S. Connolly [2010]
Seek Paimon to understand alchemy. Seek Paimon for creative pursuits or to design a plan of action.
Paimon can also help in emotional understanding.



Works of Darkness – E.A. Koetting [2007]
If a person needs to be swayed by demonic influence, King Paimon will assign as many familiars to the victim as needed, prodding and coercing day and night until the result is achieved.

King Paimon offers the practicality and the answer to the necessity that often carries the Dabbler to Black Magick’s door.

Being adept in many fields, Paimon can teach the Evocator the most advanced methods of science, art, physics, chemistry and astrology, as well as having the power to bestow titles and recognition upon the Sorcerer. Here, his knowledge and abilities will be used in a feat which most that have worked with him consider to be his forte: the subjugation of the mind and will of others.

In this, King Paimon has consistently demonstrated not only swift but also forceful and effective action.

Although once a working relationship with Paimon is cemented any imaginable influence may be effected, for this experimental Working your goal should be within reason yet dramatic enough that the success of it could be attributed to
nothing but the influence of King Paimon. A disliked coworker may be made to treat you differently for a day, an uninterested object of desire may be coerced into reciprocating the attention she’s given, a spouse may change an annoying habit, etc.



Luciferian Goetia – Michael W Ford [2007]
Paimon is an angel-daimon of Lucifer, whom appears as a man crowned upon a camel.
This spirit is a familiar of musick, thus by invoking Paimon one may work through an avenue of self-initiation through creating musick.
Paimon is a powerful Angelick King of the Witchcraft, whom has 200 Legions of spirits – half are the Orders of Angels, the others being Potentates. Paimon appears with two Spirit/Djinn – Label and Ablim who are referred to as Kings.

Paimon is perhaps one of the most significant Angelick Rulers, which along with Astaroth (whom is more bestial/demonic in nature and appearance) opens the way to the “Grail” of Lucifer’s crown – the perception of “I” and the mind separate from the universe. Paimon is a higher spirit of self-initiation, who is a path maker for ones own becoming.

Paimon sometimes appears as an angelick spirit with a flaming sword. His office is Guardian of the Path through Leviathan, the Guardian of the Depths and Subconscious.



The Book Of The Goetia Of Solomon The King [1904]
(9.) PAIMON – The Ninth Spirt in this Order is Paimon, a Great King, and very obedient unto LUCIFER.
He appeareth in the form of a Man sitting upon a Dromedary with a Crown most glorious upon his head.
There goeth before him also an Host of Spirits, like Men with Trumpets and well sounding Cymbals, and all other sorts of Musical Instruments.
He hath a great Voice, and roareth at his first coming,and his speech is such that the Magician cannot well understand it unless he can compel him.
This Spirit can teach all Arts and Science, and other secret things.
He can discover unto thee what the Earth is, and what holdeth it up in the Waters; and what Mind is, and where it is; or any other thing thou mayest desire to know. He giveth Dignity, and confirmeth the same. He bindeth or maketh any man subject to the Magician if he so desire it.
He giveth good Familiars, and such as can teach all Arts. He is to be observed towards the West.
He is of the Order of Dominations.
He hath under him 200 Legions of Spirits, and part of them are
of the Order of Angels, and the other part of Potentates.
Now if thou callest this Spirit Paimon alone, thou must make him some offering; and there will attend him two Kings called LABAL and ABALIM, and also other Spirits who be of the Order of Potentates in his Host,
and 25 Legions.
And those Spirits which be subject unto them are not always with them unless the Magician do compel them.
His Character is this which must be worn as a Lamen before thee, etc.



Dictionnaire Infernal [1863]:
Paymon is a king of hell who governs 200 legions,
half of them from the Angelic
Order, and half from the Order of Powers.
He appears as a man with a woman’s face riding a dromedary, and crowned with a headdress made with precious stones.
If Paymon is evoked by sacrifice or libation, he may appear accompanied by Bebal and Abalam.









Pseudomonarchia Daemonum [1577]
Paimon is more obedient in Lucifer than other kings are.
Lucifer is here to be understood he that was drowned in the depth of his knowledge: he would needs be like God, and for his arrogance was thrown out into destruction, of whom it is said;
Every precious stone is thy covering.

Paimon is constrained by divine virtue to stand before the exorcist; where he putteth on the likeness of a man: he sitteth on a beast called a dromedarie, which is a swift runner, and weareth a glorious crown, and hath an effeminate countenance.

There goeth before him an host of men with trumpets and well sounding cymbals, and all musicall instruments.
At the first he appeareth with a great cry and roaring, as in Circulo Salomonis, and in the art is declared.
And if this Paimon speaketh sometime that the conjuror understand him not, let him not therefore be dismayed.

But when he hath delivered him the first obligation to observe his desire, he must bid him also answer him distinctly and plainly to the questions he shall ask you, of all philosophy, wisdom, and science, and of all other secret things.
And if you will know the disposition of the world, and what the earth is, or what holdeth it up in the water, or any other thing, or what is Abyss, or where the wind is, or from whence it cometh, he will teach you abundantly.

Consecrations also as well of sacrifices as otherwise may be reckoned.
He giveth dignities and confirmations; he bindeth them that resist him in his own chains, and subjecteth them to the conjuror; he prepareth good familiars, and hath the understanding of all arts.

Note, that at the calling up of him, the exorcist must look towards the northwest, because there is his house.
When he is called up, let the exorcist receive him constantly without fear, let him ask what questions or demands he list, and no doubt he shall obtain the same of him.

And the exorcist must beware he forget not the creator, for those things, which have been rehearsed before of Paimon, some say he is of the order of dominations; others say, of the order of cherubim.
There follow him two hundred legions, partly of the order of angels, and partly of potestates.

Note that if Paimon is cited alone by an offering or sacrifice, two kings follow him; to wit, Bebal & Abalam, & other potentates: in his host are twenty-five legions, because the spirits subject to them are not always with them, except they be compelled to appear by divine virtue.


Paimon Demonic Enn: 
Linan Tesa jedan Paimon

















Aug 30, 2018

Hierarchy of Angels

Light and Dark, Angels and Demons, Good and Evil - a duality that has been occupying human awareness for so long...can indeed be seen as illusory at any given moment!

In this blog, I will outline the hierarchy of Spirits that are in the Abrahamic lore referred to as Angels and/or Demons.

Illustrated Goetia shares info on some of these Spirits as though they are fallen. "The Fall", that mystic and quite a vague event, is said to have taken place a long time ago.
In my (subjective) experience, however, this fall is taking place at each moment in our minds.

No need to divide Freedom into duality. Why limit oneself to only Light or Dark?

Here we go:

The Angels are also divided into nine hierarchical so-called Orders or Choirs:

– the First Order of Angels is the Choir of the Seraphim,
– the Second Order of Angels is the Choir of the Cherubim,
– the Third Order of Angels is the Choir of Thrones,
– the Fourth Order of Angels is the Choir of Dominations,
– the Fifth Order of Angels is the Choir of Virtues,
– the Sixth Order of Angels is the Choir of Powers,
– the Seventh Order of Angels is the Choir of Principalities,
– the Eighth Order of Angels is the Choir of Archangels and
– the Ninth Order of Angels is the Choir of Angels.

The Angels of the Ninth Order are closest to the material world, and the human begins. They deliver the prayers to God and God’s answers and other messages to humans. Angels can access all other Angels at any time. They are the most caring and social to assist those who ask for help.
Goetia spirits Camio and Murmur are of this Order.

The Archangels are taken to mean “chief or leading angel”.

In the New Testament Principalities refer to one type of spiritual (metaphysical) beings which are now quite hostile to God and human beings.

The Powers or Potentates are Warrior Angels against evil defending the cosmos and humans. They are known as potentates. They fight against evil spirits who attempt to wreak chaos on human beings.
Beleth, Gaap, Uvall, Crokel belong to this Order as per Goetia.

The Virtues are known as the Spirits of Motion and control the elements. They are sometimes referred to as “the shining ones.”
In Goetia, these spirits are of this Order: Agares, Vassago, Sitri, and Barbatos.

The Dominions are Angels of Leadership. They regulate the duties of the angels, making known the commands of God.
Goetia spirits Paimon, Marchosias are of this Order.

The Thrones are the Angels of pure Humility, Peace, and Submission. They reside in the area of the cosmos where material form begins to take shape.
Purson is of this Order, and Forneus, Raum, and Murmur, as per Illustrated Goetia.

The Cherubim are the second highest in the nine hierarchies or choirs of angels. They were closely linked in God’s glory. They are manlike in appearance and double-winged and were guardians of God’s glory.

The Seraphim are the highest order or choir of angels. They are the angels who are attendants or guardians before God’s throne. Seraphim have six wings, two cover their faces, two cover their feet, and two are for flying. Seraphiel, Yahoel, Lucifer, and Gabriel are of this Order.


The spirits listed in Goetia are not dark and Angels from the tree of life are not only pure light, far from it! 
Actually, a lot of "demons" are little blond schoolgirls in comparison to certain "angels" (Seraphiel or Gabriel for example). Gabriel has killed, destroyed, and obliterated at will, i.e. committed genocide, for example. And try to summon Seraphiel and see him in his full form...well, good luck.

Good and Evil is justa subjective mental designation, nothing more.

What do you think?
:)


Sources:
- https://tarotator.com/the-72-angels-and-72-spirits-assigned-to-the-36-numbered-tarot-cards/
- Illustrated Goetia

Aug 17, 2018

Getting Real


Morning Star


"I neither can nor want to do anything for you,
I do not need your worship,
Your blood or your sex energy.

I am not here to answer your questions
I am here to question your motives.

I am not 'dark' and I am not 'light',
I am beyond both.

So, own your elitist ego trips,
Grow up and stop your 'dark' drama,
And rebelling against your own creations,
For you are beyond that, too."
- Lucifer

Jun 24, 2018

The nature of a Luciferian

“Anything of Light is beautiful. You just have to be able to see it”
( extracts -The Forbidden Religion)

The Luciferian is a superior, illuminated being, as opposed to those who blindly worship idols. He is a lonely traveller on the darkest path of them all, the path that goes through himself, so as to walk in the realm of his greatest enemies, his own demons.

He must make his own light to survive that journey. Sometimes this light is so powerful others can see it, and his actions and intentions manifest onto the world as willed gestures of magickal change.

Never losing sight of his physical or spiritual being, he expands all ideas and plans from the reality that he is currently in, keenly realizing that reality shifts according to who defines reality, as would any great Magician and Mystic sage.

Luciferianism cannot be taught. People who become Luciferians do not learn how to become so; they are only inspired to awaken the potential already buried deep inside them.

Therefore, converting people into Luciferianism is per se impossible. We are a combination of divine (spiritual) and material (carnal).Spiritual matters are part of nature, and as man document the keys of nature, so will spiritual matters be mapped out fully one day.

The Luciferian is a might incarnate, a god in the flesh, the highest expression of life in this world. Luciferians keep their words of wisdom in the shadows; the light is not always for those who are without. Truth did not come into this world nude. It came as a personified incarnate. It would not be accepted otherwise.

It has been said that the whole history of mankind can be explained as simply as the fight between light and darkness, but how do we define light and darkness? What man calls light is the light created by the demiurge, since man does not know any light superior to it. It is the light which comes from the created world and which, for the Spirit, is unfathomable darkness. Darkness, which comes from the demiurge and his demonic creation, is what man calls light. Man calls Truth the Great Lie, the Great Deception, that which we can call the Great Mockery.

There is another Light, superior, inconceivable, unknowable: the Uncreated Light which comes from the kingdom of the True and Unknown God. What would happen if this Light burst into this impure universe? Man would go almost blind. What would he see? Would he see a light? No, he would see the night. His eyes are not ready to see this infinitely pure and perfect Light. He would be frightened, fearing, and rightly so, that he would be destroyed by the Light. So he would call this Light "evil", "darkness", which happens with everything seen through the eyes of the impure, the body and soul of man, and not through the eyes of the Spirit.

This is the confusion between darkness and Light, the same confusion that exists between the creator god and the Unknowable God, between the created and the Uncreated, between the soul and the Spirit. That is why man unwittingly calls true darkness light and True Light darkness. True Light would blind and destroy him. If man could withstand the vision of True Light without dying, he would only see unfathomable darkness, because he would be seeing the True Light.

LVX

Patrick Gaffiero VII° Luciferian Order/Ordo Obscurus/Ordo Dracul/DomusDei

Re-posted from FB with permission.

Apr 27, 2018

Living in Hell on Earth





"If you want to live an absolute hell, believe that you
are responsible for what other people feel."
- Marshall Rosenberg




Apr 22, 2018

Why do people dread Kali?

Kali is the one Tantric Goddess of transformation, annihilation, and destruction of illusions and delusions, to Her devotees and initiates She is the one cosmic CEO who runs everything.

She is standing on top of the Shiva, the God of destruction, meaning that She is completely free, even from Him, wild in Her expression of Her female power, and She is completely dedicated to Her devotees and children or initiates.

She never holds back and She gives everything, everything.

I have seen quite advanced adepts, magicians and aspirants bow down their heads before Her in respect, awe, and maybe even slight fear.

Why is that?

Well, I honestly do not know. To me, She is the most beautiful being in existence, despite Her dark appearance. Of course, after incarnations of practicing Her Tantric rites, She has removed pretty much everything that I held dear and/or denied in my inner psychological climate:

fear of change, attachments to certain ideas, people, objects; aversion to light and dark; running away from coldness inside; denial of everyday life duties and responsibilities; emotions of anger, hate, pride, happiness, love, doubt, guilt, regret, shame; attachments to god-forms; personal energy manipulations; self-esteem and self-denial, etc.

It is my observation that many dread Her not because they have any contact with Her, but because they fear facing their inner dis-harmonies that are reflected back to them by Her omnipresence.

People, in my opinion, dread losing their own personal and transpersonal delusions and project that on Her.


Working with Kali

Well, if one wants to work with Kali and to maybe receive Her blessings, do take care and be careful, for She is deadly serious in Her work.

If one opens up to Her, She will bring down everything that is not pure consciousness, fast and regardless.

And just like She is ruthlessly effective in destroying illusions in the lives of Her devotees and initiates, She is downright dangerous to those that somehow manage to upset Her or Her initiates.

I remember a situation years back where a person in my life acted unjustly towards me and did not hear me when I tried to meet her needs. She insisted on her version of the situation and did not at all see what she is doing to me. Well, for a few days I tolerated the bullshit coming from her and then went into meditation and, knowing that I am innocent, asked my Kali to teach that person a lesson.

In a few days, that person was fired from her job, lost her income, was evicted from her rented apartment, and was left by her partner. A total collapse in her daily life.

I can only imagine what would have happened had I asked my Kali to punish her and not just to teach her a lesson.

What is my point?

Well, there is no need to fear Kali when there is no clinging involved or when intentions and motives are pure...

...and it is indeed quite wise to dread Her if one somehow upsets Her or Her initiates.

NO protection in this or any other Universe will save one from Her wrath if and when Her wrath is due; no pentagram banishing rituals will help, no protection circle, no sobbing and crying "Oh, I did not mean that..." will have any impact at all.

Do.
Be.
Careful.
When.
Working.
With.
Goddess.
Kali!